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Thursday, December 21st, 2006
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So, as far as it goes with the people I work with?
It's completely comparable to beating my head in with a baseball bat. Followed by being broken up by your dream girl. Good thing none of them can see this, for I am a sneaky bastard.
Alas, I put on my smile, and hope I meet that cute indie scene girl I hope for. And hope she doesn't beat me over the head with a baseball bat and then break up with me. Though I guess it would be good for a story later, but kind of harmful as it was happening.
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Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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You know, nice guys wanna get some too.
Instead of sitting around watching everyone else have the fun. I swear, this is every day of my life, and nothing ever really happens about it. And before you say "well you should do something about it," I have tried. And it hasn't worked. And maybe it shouldn't have to constantly be my personal burden. Maybe, just maybe, I could get what I want. I don't have a lot of time to go out and try, either. For once, I'd like to actually get what I want, and not have it completely screw up or blow up in my face. I guess I'm just not enough to please anyone anymore. I get a day off a week, such minimal time, and no one wants to try for me. I try on my nights where I close at 10 and have to be back at 9 the next morning. I forget others' mistakes, and I readily claim my own... I guess it just doesn't even matter. So I'll sit around here day in and day out and just go to work and spend my little amount of free time sulking, like I do every time. Maybe I do want sympathy and want people to care. Maybe I want people to listen. But I know what I want, and I have absolutely no way of getting it... I'm tired of everyone else getting exactly what they look for, and myself getting attitudes and loneliness.
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Friday, November 18th, 2005
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I guess my birthday actually merits an entry...
So here's to 22 being better than 21!
(now ya'll can't say that I never update... HA!)
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Well, in case there is anyone here who doesn't know yet, I picked up a second job working at Pac Sun in Annapolis Mall. That'll probably become my only job when school starts, so I'll be doing that on Friday through Sunday and going to classes Monday through Thursday. For now, aside from this coming week, I'll probably be working 5 nights there as well as the 5 days at the Office. Just thought I'd inform ya'll.
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| Time: | 8:20 am. |
| Mood: |  nostalgic. | | Music: | Student Rick - South of Blackford. |
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Well, I know I never put anything in here, but I figured I would this time....
Yesterday was the good ol' Robertson family reunion, and if you ever wanted to know why I act the way I do, you should look at all my great-aunts and -uncles, as well as my grandparents, second cousins (some even twice removed) and some third cousins.... along with some friends of the family, it was a great time. We get together annually and eat grill-style pot luck, so we always end up with tons o food.... lots of burgers and hot dogs, pasta, fruit salad, popeye's chicken, etc. There are so many generations, I think four... we've got everyone from 2 to 88 at the reunion! This doesn't include cousin Ellie's dogs (the reunion's held at her house) Steinbeck, Homer, and Sweeney, and one of her son's dogs Samantha. We are one heck of a group of people, who enjoy each other's company and get all the good stories and jokes out for an entire day once a year. Nothing wrong with that, worth the hour and a half drive up and back.
To end this, though, I'll supply ya'll with a quote from Great Uncle Buzzy:
"If there's one thing you should know, it is to never get between a Robertson and his food."
I think that about sums up our lineage. We're amazing!
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Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:22 am. |
| Mood: |  enthralled. | | Music: | My Chemical Romance - Hang 'Em High. |
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To all of you who complain I don't write enough:
Okay, so a good friend just gave me a subscription to SuicideGirls.com (thank you, jess!)
BUT. This has made me realize, more than ever, how much I want an incredible girl.
I love them with tats (sleeves, back, chest, etc) and piercings (monroe, lip, tongue, etc), short dyed hair (like black w/ blonde spot, black and red, etc), and an amazing style that's very punk/emo/hardcore-ish, yet fine to go out in public and not be thoroughly embarassed by...
So if you know girls like this, and think to yourself, "Mike and her may get along well" (AND she's not 16 or younger. 17's stretching it...) then help me out! Thanks, kids!
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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Yeah, I know I haven't posted in Lord knows how long... but I guess its' finally all gotten to me after sitting around and whatnot for a while. Every damn night I'm fine until I certain point where I just break and get fed up with everything. Everything being, well, everything, but mainly dealing with girls and relationships. All I ever see are people getting to be with each other... all I ever hear about is the same. I sit here night after night hoping to get a call from any number of girls I truly do like. And sure, I could call them, and have, but never to any avail. They usually just blow me off for a night, or blow me off multiple times, then complain that they're lonely and need someone, and when I'm right there for them, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter that there is an attraction between the two of us, it doesn't matter that something could come of it. And if it doesn't work, it doesn't... but how can anyone know without taking the chance? Obviously if there's no factor of attraction between two people, that's a different story; but this isn't the case. When I find girls I can finally get to know and understand and want to be with, it always blows up right back in my face. I can hear people now saying "Mike, you can get a girl. You should have no problem, I've seen you talk to girls, what are you worried about." Yet, I'm not with a girl. And yes, some of this does have to do with myself being (maybe) selfish and picky. But I don't approve of alcohol or drug use, same with smoking... all of them taste disgusting no matter. At the same time, I'm not trying to be a super avenger here. I'm not saying to be completely chaste until marriage or anything like that. I'm just saying that these things are hurting the body, it isn't safe. And out of respect for myself, as I have for the fact that people do accept doing these things as okay, please show me respect, and don't get drunk or high when I'm there. That's just an entire issue unto itself, however. Just to continue, this is limiting my possibilities. And all I ever do find are the drinkers, the smokers, and those who love marijuana. And I've been letting it slide slightly in the alcohol department recently just so I could go out on some dates. Nothing ever comes out of these dates, though... it's always the same. And yes, I'm not without my flaws. I understand that. I can say that I do have some committment issues. But, this doesn't mean I can't date.... when the time comes around, I'll know what I'd want. But everyone else has gotten the girl (or guy). Everyone else gets to do these wonderous things. Just now, I'd like to be able to date, be able to meet great girls, just like everyone else. Not have to worry about if they're out drinking, or if they're telling me the truth, or if they're getting high with their friends. Just a girl that I could date. But I can't find that. Seems all the girls get taken. And those are some lucky guys who get them... and sometimes they don't even see it themselves. I'm not trying to put down the girls that drink and smoke, etc. I respect that, and even if I disagree, and might try to get you to quit, it isn't out of spite. It's different lifestyles, and it's hard to integrate the two, as they are the extremes. Hopefully, something will come up.... but I can't count on it. It hasn't happened yet. I continue to sit here and wonder, and want something..... a relationship the way I'd like it to run. It's due time by now... and it still drives me crazy. I guess we'll see what the rest of '04 and into '05 brings me.
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Thursday, March 4th, 2004
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So kids, I figured I'd update, cause art makes me so fuckin' happy! Just got back from the Baltimore Museum of Art with that most awesome of individuals, the artsy Shannon! That museum always blows my mind at what they have, no matter how many times I see them... So in no order, here's what blew me away seeing it in person:
- the huge collection of Matisse paintings
- MONET! Freakin' right, I've seen em before, but hey, my favorite artist
- Rodin's work, including The Thinker, it's purely amazing
- Botticelli, as well as other Renaissance artists!
- the ball court items/piece of mural painting from Teotihuacan (Ancient MesoAmerica)
- Goddess statues of the Aztec
- African tribal artifacts, including the Sande society masks, and the Komo-kun (one of the most fearsome masks to be worn in any culture of Africa)
- The Toulouse-Lautrec show, most famous for his work for the Moulin Rouge and Jane Avril
- 18th to 19th century English furniture and paintings exhibit
- Picassos, Van Goghs, Fragonards, Cezannes
- Ancient mosaics of the Greeks and Romans... fantastically massive
There was plenty more that I got excited about, but I can't spend all night on this, kids! You just have to go for yourself, its worth the little bit of money to get in!
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Friday, January 30th, 2004
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super-cool local band. 34-39 scene points. your
band is the talk of the scene, you are the
rock.
how many scene points do you have?
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I just found this highly amusing, kids! So that means check us out January 30th in Naptown!!! www.showcaserock.com for more info!
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Sunday, August 24th, 2003
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1. Good Charlotte -or- Wakefield? : Hmmm... damn this is already hard... Both?
2. Blink 182 -or- Box Car Racer? : Blink182
3. Simple Plan -or- Sugarcult? : Sugarcult... tough though cause both put on awesome live sets
4. New Found Glory -or- Sum 41? : Dammit.... both again bitches!
5. Goldfinger -or- Green Day? : Another toughie, but.... Green Days released better albums overall, so Green Dayyyy
6. Rancid -or- Nofx? : Rancid
7. The Clash -or- the Sex Pistols? : The Clash
8. The Used -or- Rufio? : Rufio man, those bastards knock out some fast skills
9. All American Rejects -or- Riddlin' Kids? : All American Rejects
10. MxPx -or- Fenix tx? : MxPx!!!!!!!!!!!
11. Something Corporate -or- The Starting Line?: Something Corporate
12. Saves the Day -or- Taking Back Sunday? : Saves the Day
13. Pennywise -or- Bad Religion? : Not huge on either, but overall both
14. Nirvana -or- Foo Fighters? : Foo Fighters
15. h2o -or- Homegrown? : Homegrown
16. Alkaline Trio -or- afi? : Both again
17. Bowling for Soup -or- Auto Pilot Off? : Bowling For Soup! But dammit who wrote this? damn you for puttin all these good bands together and makin the decision hard!
18. Dropkick Murphys -or- Dead Kennedys? : Dropkick Murphys
19. The Distillers -or- the Eyeliners? : Distillers..... mmmm.... Brodie
20. Live on Release -or- Tuuli? : who?
21. Dashboard Confessional -or- Unwritten Law? : Unwritten Law! No contest!
22. Jimmy Eat World -or- Less Than Jake? : Less Than Jake
23. Screeching weasel -or- the Queers? : Like theres a contest? Weasel man
24. the Donnas -or- the Ramones? : Another both situation
25. Finch -or- Glassjaw? : Finch yo
26. Slipknot -or- Stone Sour? : Umm... hey, neither one! YAY!
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Thursday, June 19th, 2003
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| Time: | 12:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  energetic. | | Music: | Mest - 2000 Miles. |
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| opensesamike | | Magic Number | 15 | | Job | Celebrity Nobody | | Personality | Unfulfilled Dreamer | | Temperament | If I Lose It - Run | | Sexual | Just Say No | | Likely To Win | Another Gold Star | | Me - In A Word | Devious | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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Yeaaaaaah buddy. It is ME! I mean the blacks a little on the dark side, but hey, I do wear a lotta black! And I guess 15 is the magic number, cause mainly the girls who want me are 15... And yup, a celebrity nobody is me! I'll be famous but not outta control, HOOHA! I WILL win that gold star, and yes, if I don't, I'll lose that temper and you better run! Of course I'm a just say no... I'm a freakin virgin! And....Yeah, I guess at the moment I'm an unfulfilled dreamer, cause you can see that I'm not a Celebrity Nobody yet! As for devious... I can be sometimes. YES I CAN!
WOOHOO! That was a fun time there! And now... it's cold like a mofo in this house, and warm like.... well we all know... outside. So rock the fahorgragrads out!
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| opensesamike | | Magic Number | 15 | | Job | Celebrity Nobody | | Personality | Unfulfilled Dreamer | | Temperament | If I Lose It - Run | | Sexual | Just Say No | | Likely To Win | Another Gold Star | | Me - In A Word | Devious | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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Yeaaaaaah buddy. It is ME! I mean the blacks a little on the dark side, but hey, I do wear a lotta black! And I guess 15 is the magic number, cause mainly the girls who want me are 15... And yup, a celebrity nobody is me! I'll be famous but not outta control, HOOHA! I WILL win that gold star, and yes, if I don't, I'll lose that temper and you better run! Of course I'm a just say no... I'm a freakin virgin! And....Yeah, I guess at the moment I'm an unfulfilled dreamer, cause you can see that I'm not a Celebrity Nobody yet! As for devious... I can be sometimes. YES I CAN!
WOOHOO! That was a fun time there! And now... it's cold like a mofo in this house, and warm like.... well we all know... outside. So rock the fahorgragrads out!
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Well, lets see how things have been goin.... they have been! Been pretty damn busy with the band, recordin and playin shows and bookin shows and all. Been goin to shows, like say this past Tuesday to Fallout Boy with those crazy kids Billy and Donnie and those crazy chicas Shannon and Sarah... rad times like a mofo! Um... been pretty bored seein as I graduated last night and shit, so I've just been sittin around for the past week waitin for my college to go "here's a diploma". Playin a show tomorrow in Cambridge, should be a rockin good time..... and still goin out with Hil, so good times all around ya know? Talk bout yer 2 months and yer longest relationship ever! Well... if anyone wants to know anything else, I'm sure you'll post, cause i never do.............
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Alright! I'm back home! And its time to go over what happened at the coveted Skate and Surf Festival in Jersey!
People I met: Adam from Homegrown, Randy from Finch, Matt from The Starting Line, Buddy from Senses Fail, Skully from The Reunion Show, Dave from Mae, and one of the Unsung Zeroes!
Bands I saw: The Starting Line, The Used, Goldfinger, From Autumn to Ashes, Catch 22, Finch, Taking Back Sunday, The Reunion Show, The Early November, Senses Fail, Brand New, (some of) The Bouncing Souls, Midtown, Signature Escape, Starting Line's only acoustic set ever! (this doesn't count the tons of bands i heard one or two songs of!)
Memorable Moments:
- Ken from Starting Line comin out and gettin hit in the head with a water bottle right away
- Someone throwin a shoe on stage and Bert from The Used goin "Hey, I got a shoe"
- The Used's whole set
- Max Weinberg (drummer from Conan O'Brien) playin a song with Goldfinger
- John Feldman of Goldfinger - "Who saw our last tour? Well too bad cause we're playin the exact same set!"
- findin out that the Reunion Show kicks ass live
- Everyone breakin down the barrier and rushin the stage for Early November
- Buddy from Senses Fail lookin at my Monty Python 'wave my private parts' shirt - "I like that. I like that A LOT."
- Jeff from Early November literally runnin into me
- changin Spindle to Penis
- "Get the fuck off our table!"
- Kung Faux... that show kicks ass!
- gettin frisked by a girl security guard who then said "Where YOU from?"
Okay I think thats it, cause I can't remember anything else, although I'm sure I will later..... But yeah, greatest weekend ever! HO YEAH!
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Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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Alright. So everyone complains that I don't update... so here goes...
Fuckin shit on everything. Lets all just fuckin rock out and have a damn good time doin it, thank you.
Peace out to the shizzage!
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Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003
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Well I'd figure I'd try my hand at this.... lets see if anyone can guess MY band! HOOHA!
01. are you male or female?
She wore a summer dress, the next day a little less, and still gave me a boner, just the same
02. describe yourself?
Another endless day, I must be getting older, this I've found, it's harder to complain, I must be getting used to this by now
03. how do some people feel about you?
It's not the first time that I found, all my friends just put me down, I had to force them to understand that I'm not as dumb as they think I am, Now they're still making fun of me
04. how do you feel about yourself?
Accept me for who I am, high on adrenaline, taking chances and I'm feeling pretty good about it
05. describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest:
You're building walls around you, the tension now is showing, do you want to keep this, whole thing, going?
The perfect girl for me, she's never there when things just fall apart, but I know everything, pretending I still control my life
I sat and watched her from afar, she's the perfect girl for me
I find it hard to breathe when i'm around you, and never seem to find the words to say
06. where would you rather be?
In the basement, and the tv, is so loud I can't concentrate
Last night, I went to a place, it was far away from here, where all the pain would soon disappear
So lets go, on vacation, to a place thats far away, Let's go, my job is slowly driving me insane
07. describe where you live?:
No one's here, and it's good for my complexion
Go home, go home, go home, nobody likes you
08. describe how you live:
But I don't know, where all the seasons go, the summer came and went too fast
Going out on the weekend, living like a rockstar
09. describe how you love:
I know, I know, my so called life has got to go, why do I always seem to mess things up most everytime, and I know, I know, a second chance for me to show, I wanna make it up to you and take you out a second time
10. share a few words of wisdom:
Thought of so many ways, deciding what I probably shouldn't say
I'm older now, I cannot find, a reason why, that I should just put aside, my feelings there, I've come undone and I'm still waiting, for her to decide and I'm stating, I can't tell you why I can't give up
Girlfriend, I've got your sister in my bed, and I don't care, I never want a friend like you again, you seem to lose, your mothers uglier than you
11. Say something to him/her:
The stupid little things, and silly little words, never mean a thing unless you promise to me first, Keep lying to your friends, you know it all depends, on the stupid little things you say
I think the only person who'd remotely be able to guess this is Marty, but everyone feel free to take yer guesses!
Peace out to the shizzage all!
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Monday, January 13th, 2003
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Uhhhhhh..... people will bug me if I don't do this again, so here goes! I missed out on the fun on Friday, even after I got off work, cause I got sick as anything! Yeah that wasn't fun, throwin up and stuff..... so I stayed home all night and watched the Three Stooges! Oh yeah! (Kool Aid Man, represent) Then on Saturday, Shannon, Marty, and I went to JT's house, and rocked out with her and her friend Tony at Pizza Hut. Tony made some awesome songs bout Frosty the Snowman, I'm thinkin we'll cover em in this new band... And Shannon drew a pic and gave it to me, she said it looked horrible, i think it kicks ass! She'll hafta finish it yo! So that brings us to yesterday, where I sat around all day til bout 8:30, when Shannon and Marty came over, and we watched that awesome Fox Sunday Night lineup! And thennnn Marty left to get his bow-chicka-wah-ow on, and Shannon and I hit up Friendly's... we made friends with the waitress, and I got criticized for havin a messy car... but hey, I have cookies in it, so I offered! (no one took me up on the offer....) And I helped Shannon eat her food, cause she asked so nice! And then we chilled there and figured out I still need a girl... hahahhahaha, as if this hasn't been figured out for a long ass time! Yeah, I say it all the time, but eh, what're ya gonna do? So I came back home, and sat online, and Shannon showed me random pics, but she couldn't find the ghetto Ninja Turtles! Sup wit dat!? Yup, so thats been it, aside from the fact that I'm done with this cold stuff, bring on the damn summmmmmmerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! And lets get this damn college crap outta the way, I hate all this plannin stuff, I'm gonna have an ulcer or sumthin!
Thats it for now everyone!
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Friday, January 3rd, 2003
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Well a quite uneventful day has lead to me actually doin this shit. Wellllll anyway, nothin much has been goin on and I don't expect it to, i'm just sittin around playin music and listenin to it. Been chillin with people, goin to band practicio, goin to work, and ummm sayin retarded stuff online! I'm way too lazy to put in the details, so if you were a part of anything, just comment and put in the details, I'm sure it'll rock!
Peace out to the shizzage!
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Tuesday, October 15th, 2002
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Which Good Charlotte song are you?
You believe that everything will turn out fine in the end. You have your problems, but you just wanna forget them and have fun with your friends. You don't care about labels and other stupid shit like that. You're an overall cool person.
Which Good Charlotte song are you?
Even though everybody around you is pressuring you to just do what they say, you're staying true to yourself and doing what you wanna do. You are a strong person, and you will always be yourself.
Okay then.... I typed this up once, and it rocked... and now I'm typin it again. Basically all I had said was that people need to figure out their problemos, its makin the life drag! And umm... that GC quizzes kick ass, and they know me WAY too damn well! And in case anyone wanted to go "you ALWAYS say yer horny" well maybe I am! Maybe I am.... MAYBE?! Heck yeah I am!
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Wednesday, September 25th, 2002
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Just to give everyone an insight into what Marty and I talk bout on a regular basis....
MartyTDB: what?
SexyMikeTDB: yeah!
MartyTDB: yeah?
SexyMikeTDB: what?!
MartyTDB: yeah!!!
SexyMikeTDB: what?
MartyTDB: you're confusing me
SexyMikeTDB: yeah, what?!
MartyTDB: yeah
MartyTDB: what?
SexyMikeTDB: what?
SexyMikeTDB: yeah
SexyMikeTDB: what?
MartyTDB: what?
SexyMikeTDB: WHAT!
MartyTDB: what?
MartyTDB: ...yeah
SexyMikeTDB: what?
SexyMikeTDB: you're confusing me
MartyTDB: yeah
SexyMikeTDB: yeah?
MartyTDB: what?
SexyMikeTDB: YEAH!
MartyTDB: yeah
SexyMikeTDB: alright.
MartyTDB: what?
SexyMikeTDB: yeah...
SexyMikeTDB: what?
MartyTDB: i was expecting you to say 'yeah'
SexyMikeTDB: haha
SexyMikeTDB: yeah
MartyTDB: what?
SexyMikeTDB: yeah
You can thank me later!
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pissed off.